Solitary 6/19/2021

With so many people in my life I am all but alone. The ones closest to me are the ones that can cause me to feel like I am a living hell. I am losing my friends slowly, having no one to experience the hells and greatness that I hope my life can become. I sit alone in a room most days with the conversations I try to make, failing time and time again. Though, through this I am more myself now then I was then, full of people. I am less concerned with the opinions of those closest to me and more focused on my opinion of myself. Living how I want then how they want me to.